Understanding Art Confidence

When I decided to pursue creating an art career at this stage in my life, I've found that I relied on my passion and excitement for creating a piece. Well, soon I realized those feelings don't necessarily result in a piece that all comes together automatically! And then, I became very disappointed with myself, and heading down that useless road of doubting my talent and choice. However, I do have a bit of a stubborn streak and like to think of myself as practical and sensible so I "hunkered" down and took a realistic look at my technique and understanding of color theory, composition, light and dark values, etc.... and allowed myself to be ok with what I felt was an honest assessment (where my naturally strong points and weak points were). From that point on, I sought projects that would always challenge me on some aspect so I could gain that all important confidence in painting a finished piece!

This painting is from a series I call Prancing Horse. The painting is entitled Prancing Horse Faux Black. It's called faux black because I did not use any black paint in the painting. When studying on my favorite artists self-help website, I came across a discussion about painting blacks without using black paint. I thought, ok, I can do this. And my black prancing horse came to be. The black is a combination of blue + red+ green, in various hues and layers. After playing around with this color combinations and seeing how mixing in the water brings it to life, I'm hooked! Now I understand when other artists say they never use black straight from the tube (or pencil in my case!) This is one of my favorite paintings so far, simply because I was so fascinated with the color mixing discovery! I think the color came out so much more vibrant than a straight painted black. And, as an added benefit, my confidence was boosted!

Prancing Horse Faux Black is a small format painting, the size is 4.25" x 5.75", on 90 lb watercolor paper. The mat is hand cut and formed by me from some wonderful handmade paper I bought from Under The Sun ( http://stores.ebay.com/Handmade-Paper-Store), a faux brown leather with a white linen surface. This painting is available for purchase. http://www.hosslass.etsy.com/

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